Today was certainly a downer. Some things are getting too me and I’m not able to reconcile and move on from them. It is getting into my head and I replay it over and over again like it has happened but in reality it has not. The scenes are different but it is always the same person with the same outcomes. It’s just a tad depressing, it’s hard to take you mind off things when you job is very mundane.
It might be borne from frustration I’m feeling at the moment with where life is currently at. It should be and could easily be so much better. I have a plan to turn things on its head but it is out of my control and will take time and patience. All I can do is be prepared.